Sadhana or Sadhan

Was listening to Guruji the other day. O how I wish I spend a few days at the Bengaluru ashram.Such a lovely serene place.
He spoke about Sadhana and Sadhan two almost ' similar to hear words'. Two totally different things to understand and sooooo difficult to implement.
The next day another similar in meaning philosophy.
'High Standard of Living' or' High Standard of Life' . Beautifully said.
I sometimes really get fed up with the clutter in the house and at the office. At times I feel you need very few things in life to live comfortably but you complicate your life with too many unnecessary things .When will I get the will power to do just that, live a holistic life.

Habits

Habits die hard.
At times it is so difficult to change our nature,though at times we know we ourselves have to suffer. Eating habits in particular really trouble us in middleage.
When I got married I wud sit chatting with my mother-in-law for hours together. She told me that my father-in-law lost his life coz he wud not listen to nebody. Wat he wants he'll have only that.
At that age I wud wonder why my ma-in-law cud not control him. Now I realize it's not easy.Wen you are newly married husbands listen to all you have to say.Soon but their male ego is challenged and then happen wat may they do wat pleases them most.
I am worried about Satish. He just wudn't hav a fullstop for the things he likes and then suddenly he wudn't eat nething for a day,just to hog again the next moment.
His nonveg and drinks though he has quit for quite sometime. I am glad I forced him into that.